[ Sylvain's words echo back to him as he considers his own actions and always trying to accommodate Dimitri when he should have been less skittish. Less avoidant. He should have told him everything the moment he learned. He should have asked him to crawl into his bed, to give into him, to surrender, to love him... instead of waiting so long, giving Dimitri reason to doubt his own feelings.
He never wanted him to feel this way at all.
Both hands move down his arms and take Dimitri's fingers between his own as he struggles with how to start -where to start. He can't keep hiding from the truth, and even if it should tear them apart, he has to face that reality now. ]
You don't have to.
[ He really wants to stay by his side. ]
You make me happy.
[ Happier than he ever thought he could be after losing his father. Dimitri and the rest of his former students had become his family in his stead. ]
But there's something you should know about me, about the crests, about Rhea... do you want me to continue?
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He never wanted him to feel this way at all.
Both hands move down his arms and take Dimitri's fingers between his own as he struggles with how to start -where to start. He can't keep hiding from the truth, and even if it should tear them apart, he has to face that reality now. ]
You don't have to.
[ He really wants to stay by his side. ]
You make me happy.
[ Happier than he ever thought he could be after losing his father. Dimitri and the rest of his former students had become his family in his stead. ]
But there's something you should know about me, about the crests, about Rhea... do you want me to continue?